Thursday, April 24, 2008
hello world. have been blogging this few days. but is all saved as draft. *haa*
so today, i will post them all.. =D
will post up all e funny pics taken from the showdown & also my birthday to my facebook today! Sorry people, for the long long wait. =)
PS: Catch "THE SHOWDOWN" 8 May Thurs, 8pm Ch 5!
5.mediacorptv.sg/theshowdown
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its 2:40am. 22 Apr 08.
have been resting a lot at home since e end of my birthday celebrations. =) it was really a crazy & wild birthday. *HaHa* drank way too much.. plus my "unhealthy habit", i gt myself ill in e end. but am feeling much better now. thanks all for e concern! Hugs.
hmm. i think. i changed a little. dont know why. but feel that its time to really take care of myself and love myself.. (as no one else will..) cutting dwn on ciggis. stopped alcohol for awhile. not gg to parties. not entertaining & socializing e complicated industry people.
mm, its so peaceful. =)
played enough. its time to stop.
lots of things gg thru my mind at this moment.
a lot of unclarity, a lot confusion.
i need some openness and honesty..
to believe or not to believe?
someone who can clear all my doubts.
pls. i begged.
speak to me. the real self. from the heart.. -.-"'
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24 Apr 08. 5:03am.
i said i am going to stop drinking.. okay. confess~ confess~ i just went down to PLUSH again. *heh* girlgirl apple called up for chilling session after wk, so.. =)
(for those that do not know, PlushBar is jus like my 2nd home. Its opened by my friends and all my buddies & friends hangout there. Everyone knows each other. AND, lots of good singers there! Its nice people around. Loves.) i didnt drink as much(or you can call it as crazy) as what i used to. i am trying really hard to control! i dont want to be drunk again either. >.<
i am definitely sober right now. just that after some drinks, you will tend to think again.. just wondering..
How true is a person after they drink? And how much you can believe from a person after he/she drink? (even its jus alittle high or tipsy)
Me, after alcohol, i will tend to be braver. Tts e only time where i will speak up and be more frank & honest to myself. What about you? There was once this friend, she told me, "dont ever believe e words from a drunken man"..
what do u think?
mm..
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what a sad world. (-.-)^
okie. some sweet random thoughts to share..
guys, do you know.. when you officially get a girl a toothbrush to keep at your place, its a really sweet action? It sounds silly, but its endearing! This act shows that you want her there for awhile and she is a part of your life..
er, maybe i am just thinking too much. =P
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=P in a denial world. @ 3:21 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
生病了… 好辛苦… =(
Thanks everyone for being part of my birthday. Esp those tt specially rushed down to attend my celebrations. Really happy and appreciate all. Thanks. Hugs.
我呢，也该学着长大了…
这次看清了许多事情…
我应该学着知足吧。我现在拥有的，就足够了…
而，对你我想说…
我一直都是真心付出，不是你所想的那样的。不管别人怎么说我，我都不会理会，只要你能相信。同样的，别人说的你，我也不会在乎。像你说的，因为我们身边太多人了。
说真的，
我好害怕！
不敢期望得太多，因为害怕再次伤害。只要看到你的微笑，我就会开心。这一刻只要你我都感到一丝温暖，对我也算一种小幸福吧…
抱着你，我是幸福的。
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=P 我是幸福的 @ 2:53 PM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
hey people. just an short entry to9.
just gt home.first day back to filming e showdown..
reporting time at 7am again.
almost overslept this morning. (heh)
welcome dom back to sg!
happy to see him & suhaimee again. (hugs)
finally, saw e preview of e actual episode 1 of ShowDown today from e crew.
its better than what haf i expected! WONDERFUL!
i swear. ITS SUPER DUPER FUNNY!
a little to share..
EPI 1.
Comedian VS Star Idol.
who won?
catch e show & u will know! (hee)
okie. time for bed. need to wake up @530am. Yawns.
gg to see my dream guy tml! hooray! (haa)
will update more about e show soon when i am able to. =)
meanwhile, take care people. good night.
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=P 06-04-08 Sunday. @ 11:14 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
its 1st april 1:18am. Happy April Fool, world. =)
something tt make me feel great!
after so so long of thinking, i finally gt my PINK sony vaio! *heh* still incomplete. er, havent gt e PINK mouse n e PINK carrier. but, its still so Preeetty! =D okie. i know i actually, dont need a laptop. BUT. looking at e Pretty little pink baby, it really make me happy! *haa* and now. at least i think i will make more effort in chatting in msn and blogging. *haa*
okie. gona be a busy busy 2 weeks for me..
- having my final theory test (think am gg to fail this round. didnt study yet.. opps.)
- planning my birthday celebrationsSS (having a real hard time making decisions.. sigh.)
- will be filming again for "ShowDown", starting from this sun.. all e way to e 11.. (early mornings, not more late nights. yawns.)
- then.. it will be my birthday! *haa*
mm.. birthday coming, stressed rather than excited. -.-"
(had a little conversation w e mum tt day. hmm, i have no idea. its best not to think into it too much. e reasons for staying is that i jus want to make sure * is okay. i dont know. Silly idiot, me.)
ohya, jus alittle update about my last wkend. i attended my uncle's bday dinner with my family. Seem unbelievable? =) e best thing was, my mum was saying these very loudly during e dinner, "See, your cousin who is e same age as you alrdy married & had 2 babies. You leh?" erm, She jus want me to find someone serious and take care of me, i guess. hmm.. *haa* dont know if i shld laugh or cry man. what a joke. (>.<)
okie. gg 2am. i think i better slp. wking tml..
gdnight all. hugs. Zzz..
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=P its not a joke... @ 1:17 AM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
♥ APRIL = PIMP APRIL means that your really good looking.Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. gt this from some one's facebook. =)---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hi world. sorry for the late update. was kinda away from the computer for awhile. *hee* wasnt really in e mood to blog or talk about anything actually... hmm.. .. anyway, e pics frm "ShowDown" is up. Sry for e waiting.. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=30684&l=282c4&id=733171968bern's birthday.. we had a little celebration for him @ FabTan with e fabulous staffs and our customers last wk! We all love Bern Sooo MUCH! Hugs. once again, Happy Birthday Bern! ("v")http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=21785&id=605292004--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hmm.. seeing people around me so loved and happy. i am also happy for them. esp, my dearest girl, huiping, apart frm her wk(er, coz tt silly girl jus cant out win tt Virgo boss), things gg on with mr.hairstylist seem gd. =) at least i can feel tt my girl is contented and happy. Love her.watched a thai movie tt day(intro by fynna). called "me.. myself"(btw, its by e cute guy in shutters n leap years! haa.) hmm.. "theres a big difference between reality and dreams. In our dreams, everything is so beautiful. But in real life, i just want someone to love me, to make me feel warm inside, thats all.."
hmm... but so sad. which i dont understand, they didnt be together in e end. Sigh. would you mind someones past? or does what other people think really that matter. whatever it is.. i jus felt tt as long as they are really in love with each other, why cares? isnt love jus as simple as that? love is jus tt pure and simple but why do people tend to make it so complicated? sigh.. alright.. gona stop here.people. have fun struggling at work. ciao.
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=P i want it pure and simple.. @ 1:06 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
*more funny photos will be coming up soon! till then, jus a little preview of us @ in our horns! =)
hi all.
ended my 4days filming for "The Showdown".
Yawns. its really, really tiring.
Reporting @ 7am mediacorp for hair & makeup.(ran into ahben, yaodong & terence on separate days! i think i scare them out early in the morning. *haa*) the set at Lim Chu Kang Scouts Camp.
all the way....
Back to mediacorp at 8pm/9am. -.-"'
i did haf some fun thou. joking with dominic & Suhaimee(our hosts. e charming vj from hk & e funny guy frm police & theft!) so much fun with them. lots of laughters.. =) apart from the crews n hosts.. e contestants! erm. some of them happened to be.... ohmy. hmm. good in a way tt i gt to catch up with them but alittle... esp, BW.. erm, i really havent seen him for so SO SO long. hmm. good to see tt he is doing fine. but i think he get a shock to see me too. and daren! haha. watching them playing e games was so funny. =) anyway, hengs. thr are these guys tt joke and entertain me thruout e 4 days. if not e waiting time is SO BORING! loves to e people!
a peek of the contestants.. S-league guys~ DOND girls & Guys~ Sg Idol~ Project SuperStar~ Live e Dream~ Dancefloor~ Star Idol~ MSU~ bodybuilders~ comedians~ ohya, e UNDERDOGS! which include steven lim!
e show is SO FUNNY! and all of us have much fun!
was supposed to finish e filming yesterday. due to e rain~ gt to go back in april again for e links. =/
People. Please support and catch Ch5 "The ShowDown" in April! cheers.
i promise, its good! *haa*
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=P its e SHOWDOWN! @ 4:23 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
its like what i expected.i am shattered again. same old stories, repeating and repeating. i wana laugh.i had enough. but i jus cant learnt my lesson.does e problem lies with me?or is it that men are all e freaking same.why is there a need to pretend and lie?we promised not to.but you are still a liar. pls be real. i can accept all kinds of shit but i jus want e truth. thinking back of all e things tt u have said.. i wonder whats true?what kind of person are e real u? i am not okie now. maybe tts what u hope to see.its such a freaking sad world. i will be even better. i promised. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------filming for Ch5 game show from 27feb to 1mar. lets hope it will be good.till then, i need to be alone.
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=P it shall end here.. @ 4:08 PM
hey people. just an short entry to9.
